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Name: sarah grace
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Garland
Birthday: 8/30/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: anything besides school, boys, shoppin, money, spas, life in general, parties, fashion, movies, watchin sunsets, strawberry fraps(sooooo good!), sushi, travelin, hanging out wit my girlfriends, the bachlorette pad, havin fun, just a lil somethin to get to kno me better
Expertise: depends you have to ask me that one....
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  gogeturownsn
Member Since:
5/14/2005
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| welp its all falling apart form here onwards...we fought so many times yesturday i couldnt think of how its gonna be ok anymore he nit picke on every single thing i do and always got mad when i joked around so now i feel like a fuckin leashed bitch since i have to apologize for everythign i do now.....i dont feel like i have freedom anymore i cant have fun around him and if i cnat have fun around him then i see no point watsoever to be with him anymore ...it was supposed to be a fun one but he dosent get it wen i tell him that he is way to seirous and that he needs to lightne up then he blames me and tells me im perfect wtf is that suppose to mean you blme me and then you think its ok to tell me im perfect no matter wat are you insane i think so i dont kno anymore i give up i have no more feelin left inside me i need a break away from him and away from all this so i can think clearly wat is goin to happen next i need cali right about now and im leavin in 5 days i dont even kno if i can bear to hang with him anymore its gonna feel so weird and also its gonna be awkward and i dont kno wat to do i feel weak and helpless i still want it but i dont kno if its gonna be worth all the pain anymore ive been thorugh too much pain to be able to love him like i use to ....i dont kno how it is suppose to be the same anymore after this i dont kno if we will still want to be with each other fully or if were just holding on to one another for the sake of stayin together...one part is tellin me i want it to be all over but then one part is tellin me to stay . | | |
| omg spring break is almost over nnooooo!!!!......i barely remember it starting omg ok well mine was pretty ok went to h-town chilled with nancy pretty awesome, thought a dog was a horse , uumm tanned, shopped a lil, overall it was good , way better than last year for sure! . well heres picky's
tannin with my tazo latte frap ...
goofin off wit big sis
eh a lotus no big..
poolside baby!
ok comp being gay so ill add in more pics later on
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| nuthin much goin on rite now just thought id write something ....lifes been easy so far cept for all the freakin labs and proj's i have to do in this month. lifes so much easier without drama kinda like it, missin all my friends from my old english class from freshman year tho ......all the memories, well no use complanin i just gotta make more i guess. kinda confused on somehtings but then again im not gonna ask anything from my girls since they'll look at me liek im crazy or something, i dunno im kinda bored, actually really bored i wanna move to cali or somelace besides garland, i dont liek stickin to one place for so long, shoppin's been blah lately not much to see all the same, hhmm tired of the new mall i live bout 2 sec from it and im tired of lookin at it , aaahh i wana go to cali so bad ... oo saw tyrek and chelsea at the library that was exciting i didnt feel so alone, but then borrowed a book called playin with boys , hehe i love novels that always have a happily ever after hhmm who dosent? so anyways im done talkin here just gonna say a few words( more like a paragraph but watev) im hella tired so ill find somehtign to do probably maht proj then hit the sack..
dunzo n out luv mucho!! | | |
|  old picky's thought i needed to put up
squishy n onyx
mono n beans
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row and squishy
#1 stop when you hit cali
the beach ...so nice
christmas at the hilton was pretty exciting
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| NNNOOOOOOO!!!!!! SCHOOL'S BACK! ok i dont feeli ek puttin up pics on my xanga rite nwo take too much work(too much clickin!)  j k . ok so in cali it feels like heaven teh lifestyle there is totally different, i like it better btu only for a temporary time only its way to perfect fr me , i like a lil chaos once in a while. so in cali i went freakin SNOWBOARDIN !!!!! and i love it ssoo much, i still wanna do it everyday kinda want to go back and live there till winter season is over . i kinda want to live there  tur dat......so too much cali is also pretty funny . i kinda started usin their lingo for awhile , my cuz's always say hella instead of very so i started usin it for awhile.went shoppin and went pretty crazy my mom was draggin me out of lacoste of awhile but i thought they had the cutest lil polos . yea so my wish list was pretty accurate, pretty awesome and i love me familia mucho. theyre songs over there are so not censored and pretty ghetto for me , men im whitewashed!. eehh my nickname form my cuz is white wash and my uncles kinda use that too , but i joke around with it but i dont really think they are ssooo........hhmm ima check on tat. watched awhole lotta movies over dere too wakwk up at 10 ,go to the office of my aunts, go to the mall then out to dinner with familia, then out late to the movies, i dont really kno how many times i went after 12....omg i got a hello kitty ring kinda ssoo happy i love so much too i cant keep put it down but i dont wann wear it out so  i have to take it off once in a while . and then we had the christmas party at the hilton hotel that was intreestin . it was a pretty nice party lil blacktie deal but our cuz got over that and had fun . got a lil closer to my cuz which im proud of doin . oh yea went sledin and i kinda ran over the bushes and almost hit the trees below me that was funny cuz i was goin backwards, but it was better than my sis runnin over a 3-yr old kid which wsa traumatic im sure but we caught it on tape and i was laughin , i apologise for that but it was hella funny . well i cant really think ofanything new so im dunzo for now. | | |
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